bad at music

what if im terrible at music? like i did all that music just to realize at 22, that while i like to play and undoubtedly have had a better life because i learned how to music, fundamentally i suck and do not have the comedy skills to be good at all.
i dont make enough fart or poop jokes to ever be a mozart, and so i stare up at my ceiling wondering if it was all worth it. was it worth studying something i’m quite terrible at? what if i spend the rest of my life pursing a skill i’m actually good at, instead of raging at a piano?
or was it worth it? I have no idea.